Mayan day – 5 Eb (Road)

May 18, 2010

KEYWORDS:
False bravado – Self interest vs. Self-sacrifice -Issues of abundance – A Quickening

QUALITIES:
Sense of lack and insufficiency.
Busyness.  Ambitious and hard-working. 
Making compromises to please others.
Resentment.  Holding in of negative emotions.   
Using hard work to constructively ventilate those feelings.
Self-sacrificing in order to keep the peace.

CHALLENGES:
False bravado.  Others’ opinions matter too much. 
Taking out your suppressed anger in busywork.
Trying to figure it all out.  Difficulty expressing feelings.
Overusing the mind.  Over-intellectualizing.  Overvaluing the intellect.
Lack of self-nurturance. 
Belief code of lack, unworthinesss and ability to receive.
This holding in of negative emotions and unexpressed resentment can lead to chronic illness and self-inflicted wounds.